leave it to a man to make me feel better.  not just any male, it was my father who cheered me up. if the stories are true about my grandfather, on his side,  then my dad is just like him. sweet and caring and a family man. the glue that keep the family together. funny how it’s the males in my family that are my role model and not my two older sisters and mother. when the men in my household are sick they still go to work, they could be stress out of their minds but they would keep going to support their family. And at that they both have jobs that demands a lot of physical labor. I want to be just like them, working hard for my family and to never quit no matter how much pain I’m in. even though I have my up and downs I don’t quit the fight. that’s why I always say what’s going on with me so I can prove to myself that if I quit I lose a fight that’s not worth it.