No time to rest
And yet i feel
Weak
I must push thro
Even though my vision
Has become blurry
My body is so
Heavy and tired
But I’m not allowed
To take a breath
I must go
Pass my human limits
Even though my hands
Are shaking
I must not
Fight back
Even though I realize
I’m trap
Any will power
I have left
Is slowly draining
As my brain and heart
Are trying to keep me
From the hospital
My body is nothing more
Than a tool
But everything is hurting

In this home
I will never heal
Enough to live
Pass the pain
In my bones
Yet i speak about
This feeling to them
For they all will deny
that I’m reaching my end
My body is breaking
My mind surely is trying
But I can already
Feel the cold nothingness
And see the blur
Of no reality

I already have
Lose consciousness
Over and over again
More than enough
During this year alone
But I can’t speak up
Because the dramatize
Won’t admit
Their wrong doing
And so the thing
They so easily pushed so far
Is reaching her
Very end

Even though this was
Never meant to
Be so soon
How will she
Regain consciousness
Once her soul
Has pass the finish line
And her mind
Wipe clean from excised

But no one
Would even care
Once she is finally
Put out of her
Living nightmare