Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why? Yes I mean… both. It’s an automatic reaction. Making it difficult to control. I’m either hyper fixated on the past, i.e everything I been through. Or so fixated on the things I want in future that I don’t do anything in the… Read More
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Resume
I’m working on my resume, and this just so happens to be the bear bones of it all before I get into the details. I just have to add what I did in each job. Especially since it’s been a while since I updated it. … Creative Strategistamax.max6@gmail.com — Skills Business and Tech Economic Analysis… Read More Resume
If you had a freeway billboard, what would it say? “I know it was you, Mark.”
What colleges have you attended? The now closed The Art Institute of New York. There I got my AAS, in graphic design. I did try to get into NYU (for computer science) but family situation made it impossible to go through with it. Especially when they discouraged me to return to college because I had… Read More
Gift giving
What is the greatest gift someone could give you? My plane ticket to travel from New York to Oregon. Besides that, small gifts my true friends given me out of pure kindness. Any gift from family came with conditions. So when getting something from my friends “just because” at first felt weird and uncomfortable, since… Read More Gift giving
Do you play in your daily life? What says “playtime” to you? Video games Been working on other forms of play, like random burst of moving around just because it’s fun.
What are your biggest challenges? Trying to work through things I don’t understand or know about. And when it comes to things I do know and understand, the challenge comes from verbalize my knowledge. (Along with emotions).
What makes you feel nostalgic? Gameboy Advance games
Trauma Recovery: 2025 Goals
Goal for 2025 is to stop being a perfectionist. From learning to not overthink the small details to giving myself the freedom to be the me when I used to be an alcoholic. The alcoholic me was free and just didn’t care. Was confident and just went for it. I want to be that without… Read More Trauma Recovery: 2025 Goals
What relationships have a positive impact on you? Friendship. Especially my true friends
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