Fell asleep at 3 something in the morning and woke up around 1. I’m still feeling a little sick, but better than yesterday. I have a lot to do today. I not only have to design issue 4 but also write the art review section. It sounds a lot but I could do it. I let myself get diluted in emotions throughout the month and lost focus. But now I’m back and before I get back into my emotional self I need to finish this project. I really dislike when my emotions gets in my way when I have important tasks to complete. Another reason why I don’t like being human or even alive, all because I have to feel.