I wasn’t able to post this yesterday, but here’s the update.

on monday i did a couple of mistakes with the sales, but of course i fixed them right away. i must admit it was because i really wasn’t putting much mind to it. i’m offically tired with this place. i do have a goal to reach, but the way it seems i could never reach that goal without over working myself to death. not only do i feel like i’m getting way to little for my hours, which i am, i  also am not really doing much on the design team either. i’m more on the sells, which is boring and tiring. i’m going to try to talk with my supervicor and see what will happen.
but after the company hired two more people just for the design team it really hurt. what good am i to a company, in the design team, if i haven’t even been there for a full week before they hired a DESIGN ASSISENT! then the following week a replacement for one of the designers who’s going to be out for a while to have her baby. even though i could understand the second person, but it still pisses me off knowing that i’m losing my chances to be on the design team. even if i prove myself there might not be any room for me. i’m not a big fan of compeating for something i already see is a losing fight for me.
depending on what me and my advicor ends up talking about will detrumen if i go super heavy on finding another job, or trust that i would do more design work and get hired. i would say only time woud time, but the way things are now i need results sooner than later.
i’m kinda sorry for the people thou, just when i was starting to learn most of their names and getting to like them. so sad, isn’t it?