I have grown
Weak and blind
To what goes on around me
I have let myself
Get hurt
I have escaped
Into a hole
That I never wanted to leave
But then came along
Another soul
Where I for once
Saw a light
At the end of the darkness
But it was lies
And the hope
I thought of escaping
Gotten ripped apart
And I have broken
Now I walk
Letting people
Use me up
For I have finally
Broken down and
Can’t get away
Now I must
Rebuild that darkness
Because when I was there
I was strong enough
To start the emotions
And to end the abuse
The only difference now
Is that I am older
And can use that power
In my favor.