What’s your biggest dream? In fairness my biggest dream as a kid is something I’m living right now. Which was moving to my own place to no longer live with toxic family. Basically escaping an environment that was harming. And look at me know. My own apartment and important my health day by day, both… Read More A Home
What’s a promise you made to yourself that you’ve actually kept? To keep breathing willingly. So far it’s working.
What is the best purchase you have ever made?
What’s the funniest misunderstanding you’ve ever been part of? To me it was funny, but to the other person it pissed them off, reasonably so. What started as a text discussion between me and my ex-friend over my “un-aliving” thoughts and plans, there was a mention of meditation. In my defense, with how things were… Read More Soft or Hard
What’s one habit that has improved your life the most? Taking a break. Constantly being productive isn’t healthy. Especially when you don’t give yourself enough time to relax to breathe.
Yes. Without a little chaos, life would be boring. Sometimes that small amount of chaos is what keeps us sane and able to get through the day. Being too orderly removes many sources of joy. While also being too orderly creates a sense of crippling paralyzation to be perfect. Where trying too hard to be… Read More Healing Decision Fatigue
Apparently, I got my July funds a day early, so I was able to start paying off bills a day early. Given that, I also took the opportunity to start the initiative I outlined in my Plan with Me for July 2026. This was buying tools to help me clean, and slowly purchasing items to… Read More It’s the little things that matter.
In the moment, don’t act on them. For me, talking out loud as I have these thoughts tends to make them manageable, to the point that it’s easier to breathe the more I talk my way through them. Hence why I blog and write a lot. This is my way of processing negative thoughts in… Read More A Pen for Your Troubles
It’s been a while, and I have been avoiding it, but I have gained weight. My lowest weight was in February at 223.8 lbs. After that, I’ve been struggling in the 224-227 lb range for a few months. And as of late, I’m back in the 230 lb range. I truly have been struggling with… Read More Getting back on track
