I been to 3 different bars so far, and the 3rd is my favorite. The first one had more of a jazz smooth feel, but I felt out of place. The second is Suit 36, which is the mixer events. That place is cool and all, but not my taste. The 3rd is Matchless. I… Read More New Hang Spot

To only post happy stuff, just a reminder that I have to change my emotions about life.

insecurity: lack of confidence or assurance; self-doubt I’ve been insecure almost all my life or that I know of. This is probably one the reasons why I always try to find someone to be with or want a relationship. I guess I need to enjoy what I have, and embrace everything that comes my way.… Read More Insecurities

The concept is Nature Flower Clouds

Everyday that passes The reactions are mixed One day I Can stand the look in the mirror And smile back On the other I can’t stomach Those empty eyes String back at me I would have 2 weeks Every month where I can’t Fake the joy and excitement anymore Where I finally Break into pieces… Read More Poem: Doubts

sychotic depression, which occurs when a person has severe depression plus some form of psychosis, such as having disturbing false beliefs or a break with reality (delusions), or hearing or seeing upsetting things that others cannot hear or see (hallucinations). (Ha! My childhood explained) Bipolar disorder, also called manic-depressive illness, is not as common as… Read More Research

I’ll admit that I’m suck, and I been this way for a long time. I truly need to get a therapist, and not because my family (older sister) says I have to. I’m suck at a folk in the road. One road leads to death. Another leads to finally cracked and hurting the ones who… Read More I’ll finally admit it

As a young child Mother states I destroyed everything in my path But I was always so quite Now I’m older Loud and destruction is never near I’ve lost my True nature I have been molded into A walking shall of a person I have been broken And now I don’t know Weather to go… Read More Poem: Destruction

When I read something new it inspires me to write. When I get writers block I read something related to the subject matter I’m writing. I also read to see how other writers word out the details and the tone they’re going for. It’s beyond inspiring.

well i been feeling like crap, as usually. by the beginning of next month I need to start paying back student loans. i’m just hopping to finish a graphic design project by my birthday, so I can put on my portfolio. I been tired out to the point I stopped fighting. guess it’s because I… Read More I’M STILL ALIVE!!