Know what’s the worst thing I heard growing up suicidal. Constantly being told to think about other people and how they would feel. Not once did anyone validate my feelings and tried to speak to me about why I felt that way. Making it ever so clear that I wasn’t even important enough to be… Read More Suicide
Know what sucks about constantly dealing with suicidal ideations and urges, is that I’m constantly avoiding medication. From pain meds to psychaitris meds. Especially because that was always my way out. Too many times coming close to overdose. Even worse when going through the process to be prescribed heavy meds to go through with finally… Read More Pills
I’m ok Yeah that’s it I’m fine Don’t worry See this smile Everything is fine Got to keep Standing When I feel Like I could pass out Got to keep Smiling When everything Just hurts so much Walk slow They won’t notice The truth They keep asking I keep lying Do I really Look so… Read More I’m not weak
as i sit here watching the hours fly by my limbs feeling heavy and my chest is aching i look at the pill bottle beside me with blurring vision trying to read the distribution wanting to know how many will it take to numb the pain and be able to wake from this nightmare the… Read More I’m Dying
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