Starting weight for the month is 241.2 lbs

Hopefully I stick to my diet and exercise routine to lost 5lbs this month.

Cause the month after surgery threw me off HARD! And trying to re-discipline myself is a struggle. But I can confidently say I haven’t gone back to being 250 lbs

I at least stood stabled in the 246 to 241 lb range. So the goal is to finally break back into 239.9 and past that.

I’m going in the right direction, it’s just difficult to stay positive. But I’ve very proud that I’m nowhere near my post C19 weight at 270+ lbs

My goal is to get down to as close as possible to 150 lbs. But I’m wondering if that’ll be even possible since I also want to build muscle.

So, depending how my weight journey goes I might have to re-evaluate my goals. Especially for my height.

Since there’ll be a point where I no longer will have fat, and have more defined muscles. So, the scale won’t be as accurate at that point. Making it the best case scenario to no longer stress about my BMI.

Either way, once I’m no longer considered obese I think I’ll be extremely happy. I say “think” because of I don’t know how I’ll look when I’m not overweight. I have been fat for an extremely long time. Making it impossible to fathom how my body will look without the fat.

Which is extremely exciting. Last time I was considered at a healthy weight I was recovering from parasites, pre-teen. But shortly after I gained weight.

So thinking being at a healthy weight is making me feel trilled! I’ll eventually be able to no longer feel all the horror side effects of being fat.

Like no more random chest pains. Being able to breathe better. My ankles not hurting after a long day. I’m really looking forward to jumping.

Then there’s the bonus that comes from being at a healthier weight. Which are unlimited clothing options! I’m average height, so I have plenty of options to look forward to. And once my chest is removed then I’ll be unstoppable!