I’m gonna chalk it up to my digestive system has been out of wack and I been trying to get it better before surgery. Because how the hell did I go from 245 lbs to 243.6 lbs in 3 days. Like I said, my digestive system been off and I’m trying to get back into… Read More Physical Health 030
What is your favorite place to go in your city? When I lived in NYC: The Met (Metropolitan Museum), Central Park, Pyramid Club, the Bronx Zoo, Chinatown, and friends’ place. My current town, in OR: nowhere. I’m in a small town and I don’t go out much, currently, because I’m getting my life in order.… Read More
What’s the first impression you want to give people? Again, another vague question. Like in what situation are you asking about because that greatly depends on the answer. If it’s for an interview, I definitely would want to give the impression that I’m professional. If meeting someone for the first time for a date, I… Read More
So… randomly I looked at the sizing of my shirts as I put them to wash, and I learned something amazing. My everyday shirts I wore for basically a year, big enough to fit comfortably but enough extra fabric it looked bigger than me, are all 3XL (and are men shirts). My Lane Bryant long… Read More Health 029
I’m still shocked, embarrassed, and giggling at myself for admitting to my case manager my type. Shocked that I said it out loud. Embarrassed because the way I said it. Giggling over the whole situation. She did comment how I’ll most likely meet my type in the gym. But I mentioned I rather meet them… Read More Rant 028
What book are you reading right now? For my hoarding support group: Buried in Treasure by David Tolin, Randy O Frost, and Gail Steketee. Returning to reading: Running on Empty by Jonice Webb PhD and Christine Musello PhD. I’m trying to get through my huge list of unfinished books, and to-be-read-later books. Eventually gonna buy… Read More
Did I eat more than 1500 calories today? Yes.Was I still in my calorie deficit? Also yes.Do I regret overdoing it? Nope.Dinner was filling and hit the spot. Sure, I went overboard with the chicken but fuck it. Besides, today re-enforced what I needed to do. From the fact I needed heavy meals so I… Read More Health 025
What part of your routine do you always try to skip if you can? Morning walks. Depends on how things were the day before or if I have appointments, my morning walks are the one thing I can skip without feeling guilty about it.
What’s the coolest thing you’ve ever found (and kept)? A rock I found in the backyard to my sister’s first apartment, back when I was in high school. I still have it. It’s not smooth but it’s very cool.
Just finished a 15 minute strength workout and I noticed something. When I was attempting to do some leg lifts, I felt out of control. Like it was easy to breathe and keep form, but something about it didn’t feel right. Almost like I was too relaxed and lacked focus. When dealing with weights and… Read More Physical Health 024
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