Is your life today what you pictured a year ago? Actually better.
Category: journal
Describe a man who has positively impacted your life. My art teachers in elementary school. Every single one of them. One was colorblind, the other was who inspired me to keep drawing along with inspiring my writing. There’s also my science teacher in elementary school and high school. My social studies teachers from elementary to… Read More
What skills or lessons have you learned recently? Still learning to recognize where and why I’m a perfectionist and how to break that cycle. The breaking the cycle part is still a struggle but at least I learned the skill to recognize the mindset I’m working with.
Trauma Recovery 003
A part of me wants to start something but the other part is calling it a waste of time. Like trying to wait for everything to line up but then when I get there will I still make excuses that it’s not perfect enough. One of those things of being a traumatized perfectionist. I can’t… Read More Trauma Recovery 003
What cities do you want to visit? All of them. I only lived in NYC my whole life, so I wanna experience other cities. It won’t be home but it’ll still be fun. After all, I’m a city guy at heart.
Rant 033
So… I did a thing. Especially since it will come in handy in the new year. Plus, I shifted my focus to next month’s budget so I can pretend I don’t have money. Really trying to do the “if I don’t know about it then it ain’t real” technique with my finances. Kinda like how… Read More Rant 033
Tell us one thing you hope people say about you. “Love your hair.”
Rant 032
Watching a video about overconsumption and made me wonder about kcup. Mainly like the single shots of coffee.Which led to the rabbit hole of would getting one of those machines worth it.The price alone is wild. Then the amount of coffee in one kcup is laughable. Not to mention the machine is huge and takes… Read More Rant 032
Health 039
My horrible emotions this past few days has made me gain 5 lbs. I’m close to not caring the rest of the month. But I can’t do that to myself. I gotta at least go from 244 to 240 by December 31th. At least close to 240. I’m not mad or disappointed, because I know… Read More Health 039
Have you ever performed on stage or given a speech? Yes. Graduation from kindergarten we (the class and I) had to sing on stage. There were other times throughout my school life. I also took part in a talent show where I spoke poetry. Did plenty of presentations throughout college. Along with doing public speaking… Read More
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