Well that was nice while it lasted. I don’t speak much about my financial situation, but currently I can’t help but laugh. For 3 months I had food stamps that was $200. But after all the updated info, and blah blah, it went back down to $190. Sure, I’m struggling, but I don’t like to… Read More Rant 100?
I’m currently very proud of myself. I completed 1 of 7 Google Project Management courses; with a 90% grade at that. Not to mention I finished it in a week, what should have been estimated 4 weeks. And I took my time at that. My main goal was to finish the course before my surgery.… Read More Very Proud of Myself
I’m so ready to leave this hell hole of Grants Pass! But first I need to get through my top surgery next month. After that I can go full force to return to NYC. I need out of this death trap!At that my Grant Pass apartment complex was a rush build! The first 2 weeks… Read More Rant ###
I’m ready to return home to NYC. Even people who are burnt out still manage to get through it all in nyc. I survived a call center for 2 months before I finally cracked. Yet I was willing to work for the nyc DMV if wasn’t for the temporary job placement of 3 months. I… Read More Health 079
I think I’m still not over my culture shock from moving from NYC to Grants Pass, OR. Especially when I dealt with my appointment last month in Portland, OR. I got excited about seeing skyscrapers and seeing a range of diversity of people. I got excited to see more than white ppl! Oh god! Do… Read More Health 078
So… my laptop has officially thrown in the towel. After years of barely holding on through writing, editing, and surviving entirely too many projects, it finally called it quits. Because of that, a lot of my projects, including new drafts, edits, and fanfics, are going to take longer to finish. I’m still able to work… Read More Quick Emergency Update
I don’t know how to describe it but I always feel like I’m home whenever I’m in a hardware store. Probably because I grew up in my dad’s shop, and went with him whenever he went shopping for parts. My dad is a plumber and was a super for an apartment building. I also used… Read More Rant 044
Besides my perfectionism holding me back, I’m starting to think that my fear of injury is also making it difficult to make any progress in my health journey. Especially since I’m constantly convincing myself I’m not ready for something because I could get hurt if done wrong. It’s even more apparent since I’m doing this… Read More Health. Rant 042
Currently laughing at another overconsumption commentary video and I recalled the cereal container i grew up with (pic). It’s funny to me how in current culture we blame influencers for promoting overconsumptions when companies been doing this for decades. It has always been an issue and also essential. At that, I’m still a recovering shopaholic.… Read More Rant 041
The outfit I wore today for the first of many appointments for a back to work program. Thankfully the pants were decent enough, and the sneakers were passable. Which are things the program could help get better interview appropriate versions. But the part that got me, and I wasn’t at all surprised, was the mention… Read More Rant 040
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