Last week I had my annual dentist appointment and to no surprise 5 teeth are in such bad shape that I’ll potentially lose them in the future. I’m at least hoping that day won’t be in the near future It’s not a shock to me because of my bad health history. Especially when parents didn’t… Read More Health 045
Not me trying to figure out my expenses for “what if” when I potentially start working again. Especially figuring out how would I afford Adobe CC to be able to work. … The whole point of me figuring out how I’ll be able to afford Adobe CC is due to it still being an industry… Read More Rant 035: Tech
What colleges have you attended? The now closed The Art Institute of New York. There I got my AAS, in graphic design. I did try to get into NYU (for computer science) but family situation made it impossible to go through with it. Especially when they discouraged me to return to college because I had… Read More
It’s one of those things of I had a reached a decent point in many of my public profiles, but it was exhausting and I felt like a fake. And in my attempts to find myself again, I feel like I’m lacking something. Oh well, at least I’m trying and I’ll eventually get back to… Read More Trauma Recovery 004
Some reason I’m recalling how my mom once told me how in DR she was able to drink goat milk without a problem, but cow milk made her sick. Yet, in the states she has the opposite effect. Interesting. Keep in mind, mom came from the country side of the Dominican Republic. So she’s used… Read More Health 043
So… I did a thing. Especially since it will come in handy in the new year. Plus, I shifted my focus to next month’s budget so I can pretend I don’t have money. Really trying to do the “if I don’t know about it then it ain’t real” technique with my finances. Kinda like how… Read More Rant 033
Watching a video about overconsumption and made me wonder about kcup. Mainly like the single shots of coffee.Which led to the rabbit hole of would getting one of those machines worth it.The price alone is wild. Then the amount of coffee in one kcup is laughable. Not to mention the machine is huge and takes… Read More Rant 032
As I’m going through recovery I’m also getting better at accepting help. But what really makes me feel a sense of joy is that I noticed that for certain moments I’m reacting completely different than how the rest of my family would react. It brings me peace that there’s another part of me that is… Read More Rant 031
This is why I’m glad I was finally able to seek physical therapy for my back and pelvic floor. Since it help me give me a baseline on how I am and where I can improve. It’s one thing to try to learn all this on my own, and I’m very knowledgeable about a lot… Read More Health Rant 036
I already knew I was going to depend on someone to help me while healing from surgery but it’s so frustrating. Especially when it comes to chores that I’m very particular with. It’s more on the sense that my dishes aren’t being washed the way I like. For example there’s still pieces of food and… Read More Rant 029
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