Just had a thought. Maybe I don’t like hiking and the outdoors the way I thought I did. There can be a much deeper reason behind such desires. Like my longing, since childhood, of wanting to escape. The deep urge of running away from my family. That could be the reason I looked to nature… Read More Just maybe…
I feel so hopeless It’s not that I’m going back to my old ways And trying so hard to have the other like me But I’m not even sure if I’m ready To accept these growing feelings At that I’m not even sure What I would even call these feelings I never felt them before… Read More Heart
Something that I been fighting with is the whole concept of reproduction or commonly knowns as sex. It’s not that I don’t enjoy sex to some degree, but it’s bizarre to me. It’s a concept that makes me question a lot about myself. Like why do I feel talking about it can be so awkward.… Read More Emotional
I think being home for so long is finally getting to me, plus other things. I was always a home type person and rarely went out. It’s that I have a few other problems now. Let me explain. It’s very hard for me to pick up new things. This is due to anxiety and my… Read More Pride. Day 16. Dry
For June, I will be attempting to write a post a day related to LGBTQ subjects. Some will be based on my personal work and ideals, but others will be a mix of sharing information and spreading the love. I do have at least 5 blog prompts currently in the works. Please, if you have… Read More Pride 2020: Daily Pride Post: Day 0
As I’m working on Soulmates for Wattpad, I started thinking about something. I have been thinking about my passion project Red Dragons. When I was beginning to write the second book, I ended up writing about the absolute beginning. Before the events of the first book. I ended up scraping in favor of continuing the… Read More A little Hiccup
I’m ok Yeah that’s it I’m fine Don’t worry See this smile Everything is fine Got to keep Standing When I feel Like I could pass out Got to keep Smiling When everything Just hurts so much Walk slow They won’t notice The truth They keep asking I keep lying Do I really Look so… Read More I’m not weak
as i sit here watching the hours fly by my limbs feeling heavy and my chest is aching i look at the pill bottle beside me with blurring vision trying to read the distribution wanting to know how many will it take to numb the pain and be able to wake from this nightmare the… Read More I’m Dying
Poetry, enjoy. “Whenever I’m with you I feel like I could stop breathing then when you speak to me I JUST CAN’T HOLD BACK I just want to understand, why you have this power over me, and why I can’t come to turms, that you are the one the one for me(x2) Then… Read More The Reasons
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