What is something you wish you could tell your 20-year-old self? You’re not going crazy. It’s ok to start a new college after finishing one. It took time but I finally took therapy seriously and it was worth the effort of admitting to myself everything I had bottled up. Your health is more important than… Read More

Zelda

Describe one of your favorite moments. You as a child seeing your niece get the first ever DS on Christmas, and then you open a present and it’s a Gameboy Advance SP. You’re emotional because it’s your first ever console you owned. Sure, your cousins let you play with their GameCube. Your brother own every… Read More Zelda

Health 082

I left New York City due to multitude of reasons. Almost 20 years of no true vacation, dysfunctional family life, going straight through school and into the workforce without a break. My final mental break was during my call center job in 2019. Then Covid happened and I was stuck with my family with no… Read More Health 082

Health 079

I’m ready to return home to NYC. Even people who are burnt out still manage to get through it all in nyc. I survived a call center for 2 months before I finally cracked. Yet I was willing to work for the nyc DMV if wasn’t for the temporary job placement of 3 months. I… Read More Health 079

Health 078

I think I’m still not over my culture shock from moving from NYC to Grants Pass, OR. Especially when I dealt with my appointment last month in Portland, OR. I got excited about seeing skyscrapers and seeing a range of diversity of people. I got excited to see more than white ppl! Oh god! Do… Read More Health 078

Health 077

I’m just going to accept the fact I’m going to gain weight every July/August. Not because of lack of trying, but it’s either this or “personal deletion” tendencies. So, i rather take the 10 lb summer weight gain. At least that’s easier to deal with than the thoughts. Sure, summer depression sucks. But at least… Read More Health 077

Health 076

Currently really happy at the news I don’t gotta wait a year to start the process to get top surgery. My first appointment for consultation is next month. Super excited!

Health 75

As of this morning I’m back in the 230 range at 231.4 lbs. I’m not super upset. I’m more grateful that I can easily get back down into the high 220 range. After all, seeing how my weight does a roll coaster throughout the month I can’t let this discourage me. I just have to… Read More Health 75