Nothing

If you had a time machine and could send just one message to your past self, what would it say? I wouldn’t spend a message, mainly because I had to go through what I went through to get to where I am now. No amount promises of happiness and peace will ever change what has… Read More Nothing

Rant 006. A

I’m trying to keep it together after an ordeal that’s been happening for a few months. Theoretically for as long as I lived in Grants Pass Oregon. This ordeal is more emotionally draining and not something that I feel should be ranted constantly on. I have mentioned a few times of what’s happening, but what… Read More Rant 006. A

Vacations Ends Cycles

What’s a lesson you’ve learned recently that shifted your perspective? In all due respect, to myself, I should plan yearly vacations. I’ve started plenty of times I don’t recall ever going on a true vacation my whole life. I went to school all year round. Jumped straight into work after college. I been struggling with… Read More Vacations Ends Cycles

Action and Adapt

What’s your top tip to be successful in life? You can plan for everything, wait for the right time, hope things will happen. But now of that matters if you don’t take advantage of the here and now. So take every opportunity to take action and adapt along the way.

What is something you wish you could tell your 20-year-old self? You’re not going crazy. It’s ok to start a new college after finishing one. It took time but I finally took therapy seriously and it was worth the effort of admitting to myself everything I had bottled up. Your health is more important than… Read More

Health 082

I left New York City due to multitude of reasons. Almost 20 years of no true vacation, dysfunctional family life, going straight through school and into the workforce without a break. My final mental break was during my call center job in 2019. Then Covid happened and I was stuck with my family with no… Read More Health 082

Health 079

I’m ready to return home to NYC. Even people who are burnt out still manage to get through it all in nyc. I survived a call center for 2 months before I finally cracked. Yet I was willing to work for the nyc DMV if wasn’t for the temporary job placement of 3 months. I… Read More Health 079