Finally gonna be starting the process for a back to work program. I’m super excited and happy.Sure, the extra money will help incredibly but I’m looking forward to finally being around people. Especially will eventually get to get rid of my “petty for one” ticket. Finally having my first place helping me get through a… Read More Health 046
Last week I had my annual dentist appointment and to no surprise 5 teeth are in such bad shape that I’ll potentially lose them in the future. I’m at least hoping that day won’t be in the near future It’s not a shock to me because of my bad health history. Especially when parents didn’t… Read More Health 045
Can’t sleep so I applied for jobs. Which made me realize how much my resume needed a huge upgrade and that I know more than I thought. Like I been downplaying myself for so long I became blind to all my skill sets. And the large range I have. Just to give an example under… Read More Rant 039
And to no surprise, TT is accessible in the US again. Don’t care, I already started following my favorite creators everywhere else. I’m more saddened at how many people put all their hopes in one app when knowing that’s a horrible idea. Besides government intervention, any and ALL media platforms can be gone without warning.… Read More Rant 036: Business
Not me trying to figure out my expenses for “what if” when I potentially start working again. Especially figuring out how would I afford Adobe CC to be able to work. … The whole point of me figuring out how I’ll be able to afford Adobe CC is due to it still being an industry… Read More Rant 035: Tech
As I’m still slowly accepting I won’t be able to afford my dream truck the more I try to figure out why I wanted a truck in the first place. Which the answer comes down to “it’s a large toy.” I literally see my dream truck as pretty much a land private ship. Customizable, can… Read More Rant 034
I got a new book today. I’m looking forward to reading it and using the tools I learned to work on a few things. The last edition I had was the 14th one. This should be fun.
I did it! I updated my LinkedIn profile stating I’m looking for work. I’m not expecting much but I’m still excited that I took this step.
A quote of the week that I’m trying to live by. “Sometimes a huge leap of faith is necessary instead of a baby step.” This week’s quote is a reminder to myself that I been living my life taking small steps to change and improve. But during the rare moments I took a leap of… Read More Trauma Recovery: 007
Goal for 2025 is to stop being a perfectionist. From learning to not overthink the small details to giving myself the freedom to be the me when I used to be an alcoholic. The alcoholic me was free and just didn’t care. Was confident and just went for it. I want to be that without… Read More Trauma Recovery: 2025 Goals
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