Health 076
Currently really happy at the news I don’t gotta wait a year to start the process to get top surgery. My first appointment for consultation is next month. Super excited!
Tag: thinking out loud
Health 074
I’m happy but also sad at my weight loss journey. Sad mainly because it’s gonna cost me money to buy clothes to accommodate my body. Especially underwear! I can get away with shirts and pants for a long while before being forced to buy a whole new wardrobe. BUT underwear is where things gets uncomfortable… Read More Health 074
Health 072
I miss having protein powder 😂 Gonna buy some next month. Since it was the only thing keeping me motivated to do resistance training. Like I tried do some simple resistance workouts yesterday and today, but I feel like shit. Not to mention it took everything in me to push myself through without folding. Yet,… Read More Health 072
Rant 044
I don’t know how to describe it but I always feel like I’m home whenever I’m in a hardware store. Probably because I grew up in my dad’s shop, and went with him whenever he went shopping for parts. My dad is a plumber and was a super for an apartment building. I also used… Read More Rant 044
Health 068
Found out the reason for my sleep and digestion issues I been having for the past few days. Along with why i was gaining weight, even when I have been sticking to my diet. I haven’t been drinking enough water. The day before yesterday, or at least the extreme AM of yesterday, I looked up… Read More Health 068
Health 067
I’m almost at my goal for the month of losing 5 lbs. I’m not trying to do a drastic weight loss. My aim to do it to where it’s easy to maintain. Starting weight for this month was 242.4. Current weight as of today is 237.8 lbs. That’s a 4.6 lbs difference. I’m very excited… Read More Health 067
Health 065
Some reason what’s keeping me motivated to stick to my weight loss and health journey is watching commentary on “my 600 pound life” and people discussing the delusion of those in “Fat Acceptance”. But, hey. If being reminded where I could have been is what’s keeping me on my path to not get there, then… Read More Health 065
Health. Rant 042
Besides my perfectionism holding me back, I’m starting to think that my fear of injury is also making it difficult to make any progress in my health journey. Especially since I’m constantly convincing myself I’m not ready for something because I could get hurt if done wrong. It’s even more apparent since I’m doing this… Read More Health. Rant 042
Rant 041
Currently laughing at another overconsumption commentary video and I recalled the cereal container i grew up with (pic). It’s funny to me how in current culture we blame influencers for promoting overconsumptions when companies been doing this for decades. It has always been an issue and also essential. At that, I’m still a recovering shopaholic.… Read More Rant 041
Rant 040
The outfit I wore today for the first of many appointments for a back to work program. Thankfully the pants were decent enough, and the sneakers were passable. Which are things the program could help get better interview appropriate versions. But the part that got me, and I wasn’t at all surprised, was the mention… Read More Rant 040
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