Some reason what’s keeping me motivated to stick to my weight loss and health journey is watching commentary on “my 600 pound life” and people discussing the delusion of those in “Fat Acceptance”.

But, hey. If being reminded where I could have been is what’s keeping me on my path to not get there, then that’s all the motivation I need. Especially when at my heaviest I was 270 lbs, and I could have easily kept getting heavier.

But my health is too important to ruin it. After all, I want to live long enough to have plenty of stories to tell my grandparents and biological mother when I die. And I can’t do that if I die because of my actions.