This morning (NY Time zone), I was minding my business and enjoying a live TikTok. As I did so, I was sketching a few concepts I wanted to paint. Since it’s Pride month, the concept was Love Repressed/Chained Freedom. I posted the thumbnail sketch on twitter and asked my followers to suggest which on I should make full scale. The pic will be display, and I’ll gladly hear your opinions on the matter.

Keep in mind, this year I’m being more social on social media. I’m minding my own business, like a normal person. If I’m not voicing my opinions on important issues or sharing other’s opinions that I agree on, than why the hell is someone bothering me. On top of that, not just anybody, with at least 100 followers of their own. No. It had to be a completely nobody type asshole.

Usually, I don’t care and would just block and ignore the nonsense. But no. It’s pride month and so I’m going to blast about this repressive nobody male. The fact that his profile pic was black gentlemen, made it even worst. First off, I’m not even sure if that’s how he actually looks, but it sure didn’t add points to his case. I’m so angry and done that I’m swearing. I try to keep my blog at least family friendly and positive, but not today. Before anyone calls me out for racial profiling; I’m not.

I’ll state my point again. The only thing I know about this person is that it’s a repressive male. The profile picture said he was a “black” male. For all I know, that picture has the possibility to not actually be him. But is sure didn’t take away from the situation. If it was a white repressive male, I would had much more to add than just saying the word “repressive.” Now, on to my little story.

He told me to shut my gay ass up and get the hell out of here. Which in turn woke up the diva, of a dragon that I am, and got me replying if I should shout louder how fabulously gay I am. After that, I check his profile and was highly disappointed. Saying things about how June is ruined because of Pride. No, bitch. June isn’t ruined. It actually the most fabulous month of the year.

Then the person had the audacity to tell me to stick my gayness up my butt. Sir, clearly something is stuck up in yours. * Eye roll. * Sir, find better things to do with your time than repressing ones right to be themselves. If you’re clearly the profile pic, then you need to get your shit together. If you don’t like being suppressed by a system that is against you, why the hell are you trying suppress another group? You can’t have double standards when it comes to something both political and humanin.

Don’t let anyone try to silence you. Regardless of race, identity, and beyond, you have the right to express yourself. And if anyone is wondering, I’m a Dominican, Indian looking ass, nonbinary/androgynous lesbian female. Like I said, the asshole woke the dragon and I’m extremely pissed. Pissed to were I’m speaking with a OMG diva attitude as I write this rant. (Head and hand movements and all)

I am a strong believer in not all cops are bad. But the system sure ass hell encourages the injustice behavior that shouldn’t be happening. Psychologically we’re all fucked, because when you reward bad behavior it becomes worst. And that’s all our “lovely” and “wonder” system does to us. The system encourages stereotypes and so that’s all we see and get. Those few Painite, that are so rare and hard to come by, you’re lost in the noise. That’s why people are surprised when you’re not behaving like a stereotype.

Just so you know; Painite is a super rare crystal that is ONLY found in Myanmar (Burma). And is worth up to $50,000 to $60,000 per carat (USD). It’s only found in one location and when it’s mined out, there won’t ever be anymore. That’s how rare a good cop is, and non-stereotypical a person could be of certain races. All lives do matter, but right now, the injustice ones are more important.

Under normal conditions, I wouldn’t care about an asshole who hated me for being who I am. It would have just been noise. But because there’s some very important issues that need to be heard and spoken about, I will not be silent about this. I would had easily handled the situation solely on Twitter and nobody outside of my twitter follower and Facebook would have known about it. But no.

Sir (because clearly your manners speak high douche bag) if you want change and equality for your cause, you should be giving the same Energy and Respect for ALL TYPES OF EQUALITY! The way our system works doesn’t just kill you, it also kills us. At this point it’s an insult to even be polite and call you a sir. Instead of referring to you as a hypocritical, homophonic moron; which you are being. So, whatever male reproductive organ is currently shoved up your rectum, deal with it. Or take it out; especially if you clearly don’t like getting fucked so damn hard.

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If you made it to the end, what do you think of my sketch? Which one should I do? Give me any tips on change and what I should do.