So… decided to take out the clothes from my closet for some unknown reason. I just did it. Now I’m trying to figure out what the he’ll am I going to do with them. Which some I was saving until I lost weight, since those tend to fit currently a bit tight. There’s also some… Read More Rant 027
As always, brain had a thought. Simply why am I allergic to bananas and not plantains. Of course I started to figure it’s because plantains have to be cooked. Anyway, looking up some of the allergy things a person who’s allergic to bananas should avoid it became confusing. The basic list is:“avocadoes, kiwi, carrots, celery,… Read More Health 016
So I had a fun thought this morning that I kept thinking about. So imma share it with you. … Since I’m gonna be put to sleep for my surgery I been absolutely terrified of the idea of such a thing. And as time progresses and I’m getting closer I’m slowly getting my brain ready… Read More Physical Health 014
I think quitting alcohol is much easier than overcoming my ED. In the sense that it’s easy to avoid alcohol when I’m broke, so it’s become easier to rationalize that I don’t need it. But when it comes to my ED I have to deal with food. Food is an important thing that is use… Read More Physical Health 012
What’s something most people don’t know about you? That’s a hard question since I’m very open about everything. Let’s see, I like baseball. I mostly enjoy playing, but I like to watch. I’m not a hardcore Yankees fan, but I appreciate good sportsmanship. I also enjoy watching and playing basketball. Same goes for soccer, tennis,… Read More
Kinda wonder if I should have weighed myself yesterday since that would have been exactly 7 days from my last weight. Oh well. I could either go in denial about my weight gain or I can admit that I have been struggling not tracking everything, especially the late night snack. And last night was the… Read More Physical Health 010
I feel like absolute shit today. Especially after everything I ate today. Like I ate heavy meals and it’s really affecting me.I been trying to balance out at least 1 huge meal, and about 2 snacks between meals so I can have light meals.This way my calorie intake evens out so I can manage my… Read More Physical Health 008
Just had a realization. The people who told me my whole life on how I should spend my money are the very ones who has money issues. From debt to budgeting. And are extreme shopaholics. Like they rather buy high end items at expensive prices. Yet I was shamed for spending my own money on… Read More Rant 021
After a night that had me spiraling to where my “unaliving” thoughts were strong, I’m slowly recovering today. Last night was so bad that I didn’t take my mood stabilizer (meds) because not only did I forget but also I have a very horrible history with medication. And today I slowly been unraveling a few… Read More Rant 019
Some reason I feel my first aid supplies is lacking. Along with over the counter medicine. … OTC: pain relief (off brand Tylenol), nasel relief (allergy nose pump), theraflu. First aid: anitiseptic cleaning spray, 3% hydrogen peroxide (spray), 70% isopropyl alcohol (rubbing alcohol), ice cold analgesic gel (menthol 1.25%)[like iceyhot but not], 50 spf sunscreen,… Read More Rant 018
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