You have left this world
Leaving me powerless
No amount of begging or pleading
Will ever bring you back

But what am I to do
For everywhere I turn
Traces of you are still there
Every task
Is not the same

I can’t breathe or think
Without the crushing pain
Stinking me lower to the ground

I just want to
Run from this reality
And into your arms again
But as I run
The emptiness surrounds me
With suffocating reminder
That everything is pointless

The warmth of your existence 
Fades away
Until I’m left cold
And bare to the world

Even with the knowledge someone else
Feels the pain of losing you
It’s still an
Endless pit that I’m in

The guilt of abandoning you
Overrides my every waking thought

The sun no longer
Brings me warmth
But a cold reminder
Of being too late

Even when trying to look forward

The pain turns me around
Having me stare at
What could have been
And it feels like
My flesh is being cut away
Slowly by every reminder

I wonder if I’m 
Strong enough to
Catch myself

Since you’re not

Here