If you had a time machine and could send just one message to your past self, what would it say? I wouldn’t spend a message, mainly because I had to go through what I went through to get to where I am now. No amount promises of happiness and peace will ever change what has… Read More Nothing
I’m trying to keep it together after an ordeal that’s been happening for a few months. Theoretically for as long as I lived in Grants Pass Oregon. This ordeal is more emotionally draining and not something that I feel should be ranted constantly on. I have mentioned a few times of what’s happening, but what… Read More Rant 006. A
Share a photo of your pet and tell us one thing that makes them uniquely them. Meet Little Miss. This is the most basic answer, but it matters to me. She is the first creature I ever owned. I say creature because she’s both my pet AND Emotional Support Animal. I lived in a home… Read More Basic but true
As the clouds of memories starts to encloseThe fog of sorrow formFrom the depths of mindAnd heartWhere the valley of lost are remembered Whispers of past one wish to forgetThe cruelty of a bloodline one sharesWords of selfishness and worthlessAre spat at thyWhen in truthYou given your very soulTo a beast that holds no shame… Read More Poor But Not Broken
Just wanna vent. As much as I want to buy a new mattress next month, it’ll be super unreasonable for me to do so. Sure, my current mattress is pretty sunken in, but I can manage a little longer. But that’s not why it’ll be unreasonable to get a new mattress. I currently won’t be… Read More Health 033
After a night that had me spiraling to where my “unaliving” thoughts were strong, I’m slowly recovering today. Last night was so bad that I didn’t take my mood stabilizer (meds) because not only did I forget but also I have a very horrible history with medication. And today I slowly been unraveling a few… Read More Rant 019
Some reason I feel my first aid supplies is lacking. Along with over the counter medicine. … OTC: pain relief (off brand Tylenol), nasel relief (allergy nose pump), theraflu. First aid: anitiseptic cleaning spray, 3% hydrogen peroxide (spray), 70% isopropyl alcohol (rubbing alcohol), ice cold analgesic gel (menthol 1.25%)[like iceyhot but not], 50 spf sunscreen,… Read More Rant 018
You have left this worldLeaving me powerlessNo amount of begging or pleadingWill ever bring you back But what am I to doFor everywhere I turnTraces of you are still thereEvery taskIs not the same I can’t breathe or thinkWithout the crushing painStinking me lower to the ground I just want toRun from this realityAnd into… Read More Grief of a Love One
You can purchase this lovely piece over at: Gumroad Short story: After years of torment, she could no longer stand the world she came from. So, one night, she committed the most taboo act of her clan and left her body behind to wander aimlessly in the shadows.
I sometimes wonder why I’m always in the wrong. From the why I feel, my thoughts, my beliefs, my needs, just about anything that has to do with me. Today I just feel so inadequate and if I even dare try to express that why someone things always go one or two ways. One (typically… Read More Rant 010
