As I’m jointing down my to do list for the next day I made an interesting self discovery. The way I talk about myself and others is very different. So much that I never once thought about it until today. I don’t refer to my anatomy the same way I refer other people. I can… Read More Gender Dysphasia
Sometimes I wonder if I should have that long conversation with my parents about me being male. And when I think about it I get angry. I get frustrated and just want to avoid the whole topic all together. Other times I feel it be pointless. Like I can already hear them respond. When I… Read More I’m Strong?
As I’m thinking about it doing HRT before the removal of certain body parts is a much safer way to go, for me at least. Instead of the shock my body would face when taking out the shining actors would be painful. To suddenly have an organ that produces ripped out without preparing the body… Read More Transitioning
It’s such a great feeling to finally express that I was never female and that I’m male. Especially expressing that me saying I’m non-binary for so long was just me trying hard to accept I was born female. Almost like how I made every justification to call myself bisexual when that’s not true. I had… Read More
More reasons to get a full hysterectomy. Sure, I never wanted my reproductive organs. But it’s nice to know that it’s scientifically proven that these organs are damaging my health. Where no form of diet can improve my condition. Making it a must that I do receive surgery. It’s nice to have health issues that… Read More PCOS
I put in so much work into avoiding something and I usually do a good job at it until someone points it out. After that I fall back into the cycle of that bad habit and then I get blame for doing it again. I been doing so good until you said something. And then… Read More I Just Want to Scream
You ever get excited over something so small that you just want to share it with the world?Well I do! I got this part of the carpet clean without using a broom to do so. For the longest dealing with how the litter box and my makeshift bed was on the same level really effected… Read More Small Joys
I feel so hopeless It’s not that I’m going back to my old ways And trying so hard to have the other like me But I’m not even sure if I’m ready To accept these growing feelings At that I’m not even sure What I would even call these feelings I never felt them before… Read More Heart
A basic character bio for my Red Dragon series, of the characters that I already have in public display. Any upcoming characters will not be covered. … Mark of a Soldier (Book 1) … Name: Eric (Featured Image) Race: Human/Blood Demon Gender/Identity: Male Sexuality: Gay Age: 26 Partner: King Kensi the 3rd Also Known By:… Read More Pride 2020: Red Dragon Characters: Part 1: Day 2
For June, I will be attempting to write a post a day related to LGBTQ subjects. Some will be based on my personal work and ideals, but others will be a mix of sharing information and spreading the love. I do have at least 5 blog prompts currently in the works. Please, if you have… Read More Pride 2020: Daily Pride Post: Day 0
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