Rant 018

Some reason I feel my first aid supplies is lacking. Along with over the counter medicine. … OTC: pain relief (off brand Tylenol), nasel relief (allergy nose pump), theraflu. First aid: anitiseptic cleaning spray, 3% hydrogen peroxide (spray), 70% isopropyl alcohol (rubbing alcohol), ice cold analgesic gel (menthol 1.25%)[like iceyhot but not], 50 spf sunscreen,… Read More Rant 018

Rant 016

Have you ever read something and your instant reaction is “how out of touch are you” and/or “how old are you” Like not in a disrespectful way but in a “what the hell am I reading” way. When it comes to articles and reports there’s a certain tone that is “almost” ageless. But certain words… Read More Rant 016

Rant 015

Don’t laugh too hard but I really realized that I can write in MY OWN books. Like books that I brought. At that, it wasn’t until college that I learned I can customize my sketchbook and anything that I owned. lol It feels nice not to have someone scream and shame me for not keeping… Read More Rant 015

Sketch 004

Trying to learn CorelDraw since currently no longer have my Adobe. Might have to see if using Inkscape gives me better results in performance. If not I’m going to have to see how I can afford Adobe since I no longer qualify for a free trial under my account. Also I started to see what… Read More Sketch 004

Rant 013

There are times where being self aware makes me look at my family in a way that has me questioning how the hell did I survive “that”. The same family who didn’t normalize speaking about hospital, protective sex, or anything that has to do with physical health and self care. Along with being so emotionally… Read More Rant 013

Rant 012

It’s funny to me how everything I know about money I had to learn on my own. Shout out to Bruce from HS (Social Studies teacher), and that one year of math where we were learning how many works along with how loans tend to work. I’m still trying to find that textbook. But point… Read More Rant 012

Rant 010

I sometimes wonder why I’m always in the wrong. From the why I feel, my thoughts, my beliefs, my needs, just about anything that has to do with me. Today I just feel so inadequate and if I even dare try to express that why someone things always go one or two ways. One (typically… Read More Rant 010

Second thought

Maybe I do have a problem and should at least try to express it. Like I’m very accustomed to not being a priority in anyone’s lives. I try my best to be understanding that life happens and things just comes up. But at the same time, that same pattern is what led me to having… Read More Second thought

Rant 008

So as I’m sitting around today a little thought popped up. I wonder if I would do any justice if I were to write all my antithetical beliefs and thoughts about topics I feel strongly about, even though many of the topics are things I’ve observed and struggled to justify if I even can speak… Read More Rant 008

Rant 007

You ever been so lost and tired that you don’t recognize yourself no matter how hard you try. Where you keep wearing a mask but not sure how to take it off? Like I been so focused on saving money for potential rental deposit, since a lot of “assistances” wasn’t helping with that. I also… Read More Rant 007