Past few days I been horrible. Like been overeating. So I won’t be surprised if I haven’t lost a pound this week. But I’m not sad about it. After all, for the first two weeks of recovery I been having strong cravings, plus been feeling like trash. So, what’s one week going off the deep… Read More Health 038
10 days post Laparoscopic Hysterectomy My sleep has slowly been getting better. For example I finally am well enough to comfortably sleep on my side. I had slowly transitioned from sleeping on my couch for the first 4 to 5 nights after returning from the hospital. Eventually was able to sleep on my bed, still… Read More Health 037
Watching a video on professional attire for a job interview and it triggered a funny conversation I had with my sister before. Since she’s constantly telling me how I should wear color and have a very professional outfits. She would always tell me to stop wearing black. Even though, black is one of the most… Read More Trauma Recovery 002
I love cooking and making stuff from scratch because for the brief time I become a kid again and have a blast making a mess. At that, the kind where I just don’t care because I’m enjoying myself. Best part, nobody is around to yell at me for the mess because it’s my kitchen! The… Read More Childlike Joy. Trauma Recovery 001
This is why I’m glad I was finally able to seek physical therapy for my back and pelvic floor. Since it help me give me a baseline on how I am and where I can improve. It’s one thing to try to learn all this on my own, and I’m very knowledgeable about a lot… Read More Health Rant 036
I got to admit, I’m kinda surprised that after 6 days since surgery the surgery sights aren’t as bruised and swollen I thought they’ll be. Sure, I’m extremely grateful. Especially when I know my abdomen area heals better than the rest of my body. But I can’t deny I’m shocked with how everything is looking.… Read More Health 034
Just wanna vent. As much as I want to buy a new mattress next month, it’ll be super unreasonable for me to do so. Sure, my current mattress is pretty sunken in, but I can manage a little longer. But that’s not why it’ll be unreasonable to get a new mattress. I currently won’t be… Read More Health 033
Come home after surgery and all my knowledge of being mindful and calm kicked itself out the window. It took me practically 3 days to remember who tf I was and all my skills. Like SERIOUSLY! All my planning and getting myself together mentally went straight out the window the moment I got home. I… Read More Health 032
The countdown has started. In preparation I’m forcing myself to deal with eating very little and drinking a lot of water. Along with taking a laxative. All this is because tomorrow I have to deal with a liquid diet. Because Wednesday is my surgery. I’m super excited and nervous. Most of my nervousness comes from… Read More Health 031
I’m gonna chalk it up to my digestive system has been out of wack and I been trying to get it better before surgery. Because how the hell did I go from 245 lbs to 243.6 lbs in 3 days. Like I said, my digestive system been off and I’m trying to get back into… Read More Physical Health 030
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