The outfit I wore today for the first of many appointments for a back to work program. Thankfully the pants were decent enough, and the sneakers were passable. Which are things the program could help get better interview appropriate versions. But the part that got me, and I wasn’t at all surprised, was the mention… Read More Rant 040
Last week I had my annual dentist appointment and to no surprise 5 teeth are in such bad shape that I’ll potentially lose them in the future. I’m at least hoping that day won’t be in the near future It’s not a shock to me because of my bad health history. Especially when parents didn’t… Read More Health 045
And to no surprise, TT is accessible in the US again. Don’t care, I already started following my favorite creators everywhere else. I’m more saddened at how many people put all their hopes in one app when knowing that’s a horrible idea. Besides government intervention, any and ALL media platforms can be gone without warning.… Read More Rant 036: Business
Not me trying to figure out my expenses for “what if” when I potentially start working again. Especially figuring out how would I afford Adobe CC to be able to work. … The whole point of me figuring out how I’ll be able to afford Adobe CC is due to it still being an industry… Read More Rant 035: Tech
Today is kinda a rest day while also a reset day. I’ve pushed through my anxiety and used the weight room at the gym for 2 days straight. I kind of overdid it in the sense using that room is still kinda awkward, but I at least tried. But this week I have been lacking… Read More Health ###
Goal for 2025 is to stop being a perfectionist. From learning to not overthink the small details to giving myself the freedom to be the me when I used to be an alcoholic. The alcoholic me was free and just didn’t care. Was confident and just went for it. I want to be that without… Read More Trauma Recovery: 2025 Goals
I will not get over the fact that compared to my siblings I actually tried to follow the religion my family is apart of. From the morals to what a person is supposed to be. I said “tired”. Even when my family and have very different opinions on how to follow such principles, along with… Read More Trauma Recovery 005
It’s one of those things of I had a reached a decent point in many of my public profiles, but it was exhausting and I felt like a fake. And in my attempts to find myself again, I feel like I’m lacking something. Oh well, at least I’m trying and I’ll eventually get back to… Read More Trauma Recovery 004
Some reason I’m recalling how my mom once told me how in DR she was able to drink goat milk without a problem, but cow milk made her sick. Yet, in the states she has the opposite effect. Interesting. Keep in mind, mom came from the country side of the Dominican Republic. So she’s used… Read More Health 043
Feeling good today. I started using weights again, but kept it light and on the floor. Best part is that I feel statified in the sense not really hungry or craving anything. Which is something I struggled during the time I couldn’t workout. It’s like, the urge to eat is practically gone. And I’m super… Read More Health 042
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