Rant 044

I don’t know how to describe it but I always feel like I’m home whenever I’m in a hardware store. Probably because I grew up in my dad’s shop, and went with him whenever he went shopping for parts. My dad is a plumber and was a super for an apartment building. I also used… Read More Rant 044

Health 068

Found out the reason for my sleep and digestion issues I been having for the past few days. Along with why i was gaining weight, even when I have been sticking to my diet. I haven’t been drinking enough water. The day before yesterday, or at least the extreme AM of yesterday, I looked up… Read More Health 068

Health 067

I’m almost at my goal for the month of losing 5 lbs. I’m not trying to do a drastic weight loss. My aim to do it to where it’s easy to maintain. Starting weight for this month was 242.4. Current weight as of today is 237.8 lbs. That’s a 4.6 lbs difference. I’m very excited… Read More Health 067

Health. Rant 042

Besides my perfectionism holding me back, I’m starting to think that my fear of injury is also making it difficult to make any progress in my health journey. Especially since I’m constantly convincing myself I’m not ready for something because I could get hurt if done wrong. It’s even more apparent since I’m doing this… Read More Health. Rant 042

Rant 041

Currently laughing at another overconsumption commentary video and I recalled the cereal container i grew up with (pic). It’s funny to me how in current culture we blame influencers for promoting overconsumptions when companies been doing this for decades. It has always been an issue and also essential. At that, I’m still a recovering shopaholic.… Read More Rant 041

Rant 040

The outfit I wore today for the first of many appointments for a back to work program. Thankfully the pants were decent enough, and the sneakers were passable. Which are things the program could help get better interview appropriate versions. But the part that got me, and I wasn’t at all surprised, was the mention… Read More Rant 040

Health 045

Last week I had my annual dentist appointment and to no surprise 5 teeth are in such bad shape that I’ll potentially lose them in the future. I’m at least hoping that day won’t be in the near future It’s not a shock to me because of my bad health history. Especially when parents didn’t… Read More Health 045

Rant 036: Business

And to no surprise, TT is accessible in the US again. Don’t care, I already started following my favorite creators everywhere else. I’m more saddened at how many people put all their hopes in one app when knowing that’s a horrible idea. Besides government intervention, any and ALL media platforms can be gone without warning.… Read More Rant 036: Business

Rant 035: Tech

Not me trying to figure out my expenses for “what if” when I potentially start working again. Especially figuring out how would I afford Adobe CC to be able to work. … The whole point of me figuring out how I’ll be able to afford Adobe CC is due to it still being an industry… Read More Rant 035: Tech

Health ###

Today is kinda a rest day while also a reset day. I’ve pushed through my anxiety and used the weight room at the gym for 2 days straight. I kind of overdid it in the sense using that room is still kinda awkward, but I at least tried. But this week I have been lacking… Read More Health ###