Who are your favorite artists? I don’t have an all time favorite artist. It’s more of style and mood. Along with whatever inspires me. But that’s visual art. But if we’re talking on a border spectrum then that’s more difficult. I enjoy the rock music genre, and my favorite artists are Shinedown, Citizen Soldier, Nickelback,… Read More
Tag: thinking out loud
Physical Health 007
This might be a problem. Not a “OMG” problem, but still a problem. Been slowly removing soda from my diet again. And just when I brought candy back into my diet I relapsed into eating a lot of it. At that it had been years since I had candy before coming to OR. Like I… Read More Physical Health 007
Physical Health 003
Post as I worked out for the second day in a row. … Day 2 of the MMA workout and I made it to 10 minutes, but I need a break. Doesn’t help I feel sore and walked an hour this morning. But I’m still gonna get through the full 30 minutes, even if it… Read More Physical Health 003
Physical Health 002
Yesterday I overly underestimated how out of shape I was. Which I quickly was humbled as challenged myself to do a DailyBurn MMA workout, called Undefeated. I did more than I physically thought I could, but less than I mentally thought I was able. Which heavily brought to light how distracted I am to my… Read More Physical Health 002
Rant 026
Have you ever forgot you were eating and stopped, then have a mini panic attack when you realize you were eating so you try to finish? Or have you tried eating your food as fast as possible so you can get over the fact you have to eat? Like it’s weird. On a good day… Read More Rant 026
Rant 024
Since it’s gonna take me longer to get top surgery, that gives me plenty of time to self experiment. Especially with style and continuing my health goals. Plus it doesn’t stop my 2 year plans. It just adds something to work around. Meaning next year I’ll get to work on getting my drivers permit upgraded… Read More Rant 024
Rant 023
Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing something wrong for not having much to complain about my transition. Like how I interact with people or the body changes. A of things I do complain about is very shallow face value stuff. The kind of stuff that can easily be interpreted differently depending on the mood I’m… Read More Rant 023
Rant 022
I think I ate 3 cans of beans this month, which is a lot for me. I’m very proud of myself. Especially since beans was a common food for dinner growing up. Maybe I’m eating more types of foods probably due to me having a list on my fridge of all the foods I currently… Read More Rant 022
Rant 021
Just had a realization. The people who told me my whole life on how I should spend my money are the very ones who has money issues. From debt to budgeting. And are extreme shopaholics. Like they rather buy high end items at expensive prices. Yet I was shamed for spending my own money on… Read More Rant 021
Rant 019
After a night that had me spiraling to where my “unaliving” thoughts were strong, I’m slowly recovering today. Last night was so bad that I didn’t take my mood stabilizer (meds) because not only did I forget but also I have a very horrible history with medication. And today I slowly been unraveling a few… Read More Rant 019
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