What sucks about psychology, especially when you study it to mask the pain, is that with all the help in the world it still comes down to how you go about your life. You can have the absolutely amazing support system but nothing will change if you don’t change. I’m struggling and I noticed I… Read More
Category: Rants
Religion and Drinks
Having a theoretical conversation (in my head) with someone telling me to accept god into my heart. Which I replied with “telling me to accept god is like telling me to drink wine.” You know how people say a glass of wine a day is good for the heart. But what happens if you take… Read More Religion and Drinks
Suicide
Know what’s the worst thing I heard growing up suicidal. Constantly being told to think about other people and how they would feel. Not once did anyone validate my feelings and tried to speak to me about why I felt that way. Making it ever so clear that I wasn’t even important enough to be… Read More Suicide
Having a moment
Just feeling off and want to get some thoughts out of my head. There’s so many labels and things to identify as, but nothing feels right. It’s like I don’t even have an identity to begin with. I even feel some sort of pressure to choose which side I’m supposed to be on. This is… Read More Having a moment
Pride. Day 16. Dry
I think being home for so long is finally getting to me, plus other things. I was always a home type person and rarely went out. It’s that I have a few other problems now. Let me explain. It’s very hard for me to pick up new things. This is due to anxiety and my… Read More Pride. Day 16. Dry
Pride 2020: How dare you: Rant: Day 2
This morning (NY Time zone), I was minding my business and enjoying a live TikTok. As I did so, I was sketching a few concepts I wanted to paint. Since it’s Pride month, the concept was Love Repressed/Chained Freedom. I posted the thumbnail sketch on twitter and asked my followers to suggest which on I… Read More Pride 2020: How dare you: Rant: Day 2
Grammarly
I got Grammarly to help with my writing and grammar, which I have issues with. But I have noticed when I read over the edit version that the flow I wanted is pretty much gone. Like, it either feels too modern or that I’m writing a business letter. There’s nothing wrong with it. Since it… Read More Grammarly
Dark Themes
As I’m editing the prequel to the Red Dragon series and thinking about posting it on Wattpad, I have remembered a small problem. I remember how my Red Dragon series has very dark themes. Not only does it have a warlike atmosphere. I also have written where it brings up subjects like childhood trauma. Ranging… Read More Dark Themes
A little Hiccup
As I’m working on Soulmates for Wattpad, I started thinking about something. I have been thinking about my passion project Red Dragons. When I was beginning to write the second book, I ended up writing about the absolute beginning. Before the events of the first book. I ended up scraping in favor of continuing the… Read More A little Hiccup
Dragon Ball Super Rant
Super is trash. The many downsides to DBSuper. It has been well over 2 years since the original Dragon Ball Super TV series had ended, but there are still some things that annoy me. Mainly with its concepts and how they handle certain characters and events. Plus, much more. Let’s start from the beginning and… Read More Dragon Ball Super Rant
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