As I’m working on book I keep thinking about my grocery list for this month. So far I’ve noticed I eat a lot of frozen veggies compared to fresh. Same goes for fruits. After a certain point I get sick of eating them. Like basically having to eat them before they go bad. But because… Read More Health 018
So… decided to take out the clothes from my closet for some unknown reason. I just did it. Now I’m trying to figure out what the he’ll am I going to do with them. Which some I was saving until I lost weight, since those tend to fit currently a bit tight. There’s also some… Read More Rant 027
Things I wish I said yesterday during the last day of this round of mindfulness group I’m grateful to have all my 5 senses. To be able to see the world around with the bonus of color and depth. When some people are either born blind or become blind later on. To be able to… Read More Gratitude
So as of late, at least since I announced I wasn’t gonna add my workouts to the calorie tracker, I been aiming for a 1,500 calorie deficit. The way I been working at it is my 3 big meals have to be no more than 300 calories each. This is taking into account sauces. While… Read More Health 017
So I had a fun thought this morning that I kept thinking about. So imma share it with you. … Since I’m gonna be put to sleep for my surgery I been absolutely terrified of the idea of such a thing. And as time progresses and I’m getting closer I’m slowly getting my brain ready… Read More Physical Health 014
Day 2 on sticking to a strict diet is going pretty well. ☺️Since not tracking my exercise progress made it more easy to deal with food. Since I’m being told to eat more because I burned calories, which made the goal harder to achieve. And when the goal became harder to achieve it made it… Read More Health Journey 013
I think quitting alcohol is much easier than overcoming my ED. In the sense that it’s easy to avoid alcohol when I’m broke, so it’s become easier to rationalize that I don’t need it. But when it comes to my ED I have to deal with food. Food is an important thing that is use… Read More Physical Health 012
Today was fun experiment. Tried out TVP for 2 meals, and it actually filled me up. Would definitely help when comes to lazy days where I don’t wanna prepping meat products (chicken, pork, fish). Which is always a good thing. I want to aim for things that would fill me up, isn’t a lot of… Read More Physical Health 011
This might be a problem. Not a “OMG” problem, but still a problem. Been slowly removing soda from my diet again. And just when I brought candy back into my diet I relapsed into eating a lot of it. At that it had been years since I had candy before coming to OR. Like I… Read More Physical Health 007
Last night I did something. It wasn’t a good thing. I kept going back for snacks, from chips to candy to chocolate. I thought I had it under control, but I clearly don’t. So I decided once I finished these chips and chocolate I’m no longer buying any of them. Same goes for candy. I… Read More Physical Health 006
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