Was two minutes off to completing my 30 minutes workout, but I’m done. Which is all good. Today was extra hard, since I added extra types of exercise and finally moved from doing everything on the floor to full on standing. I finally progressed from “easy to get me to workout daily” to “doing the… Read More Physical Health 021
Today is fun, since it’s grocery shopping day. A lot of this going to sound weird and awkward because it’s my post on facebook, as I’m going through running errands. … From my the bottom of my right knee down to the bridge of my foot it fucking hurts! But gotta push through the pain.… Read More Health 020
So after taking a few pics today it made me think that I should wait until I reach past 235 lbs before buying new clothes. At least new everyday clothes. As of this morning I am 245 lbs. Just need to lose 3 more pounds before my surgery and I’ll be at my estimated goal.… Read More Health 019
So… decided to take out the clothes from my closet for some unknown reason. I just did it. Now I’m trying to figure out what the he’ll am I going to do with them. Which some I was saving until I lost weight, since those tend to fit currently a bit tight. There’s also some… Read More Rant 027
Things I wish I said yesterday during the last day of this round of mindfulness group I’m grateful to have all my 5 senses. To be able to see the world around with the bonus of color and depth. When some people are either born blind or become blind later on. To be able to… Read More Gratitude
So as of late, at least since I announced I wasn’t gonna add my workouts to the calorie tracker, I been aiming for a 1,500 calorie deficit. The way I been working at it is my 3 big meals have to be no more than 300 calories each. This is taking into account sauces. While… Read More Health 017
What does it mean to be a kid at heart? To still be curious about the world around you, and finding joy in the most simplest of things. Like spotting a worm on the sidewalk after a rainy day. Seeing rainbows in just about any pool of water. Getting excited about something that other people… Read More Curiosity and Hope
As always, brain had a thought. Simply why am I allergic to bananas and not plantains. Of course I started to figure it’s because plantains have to be cooked. Anyway, looking up some of the allergy things a person who’s allergic to bananas should avoid it became confusing. The basic list is:“avocadoes, kiwi, carrots, celery,… Read More Health 016
Starting to rethink my first goal of losing 50 lbs. Like, as I’m improving my diet and workout, I wonder if attempting a feat that is going too easy on me. Let me explain. 100 lbs is the ultimate weight loss goal. But because of my issue with numbers, that goal seem impossible to me.… Read More Physical Health 015
So I had a fun thought this morning that I kept thinking about. So imma share it with you. … Since I’m gonna be put to sleep for my surgery I been absolutely terrified of the idea of such a thing. And as time progresses and I’m getting closer I’m slowly getting my brain ready… Read More Physical Health 014
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