What does it mean to be a kid at heart? To still be curious about the world around you, and finding joy in the most simplest of things. Like spotting a worm on the sidewalk after a rainy day. Seeing rainbows in just about any pool of water. Getting excited about something that other people… Read More Curiosity and Hope
As always, brain had a thought. Simply why am I allergic to bananas and not plantains. Of course I started to figure it’s because plantains have to be cooked. Anyway, looking up some of the allergy things a person who’s allergic to bananas should avoid it became confusing. The basic list is:“avocadoes, kiwi, carrots, celery,… Read More Health 016
So I had a fun thought this morning that I kept thinking about. So imma share it with you. … Since I’m gonna be put to sleep for my surgery I been absolutely terrified of the idea of such a thing. And as time progresses and I’m getting closer I’m slowly getting my brain ready… Read More Physical Health 014
Day 2 on sticking to a strict diet is going pretty well. ☺️Since not tracking my exercise progress made it more easy to deal with food. Since I’m being told to eat more because I burned calories, which made the goal harder to achieve. And when the goal became harder to achieve it made it… Read More Health Journey 013
I think quitting alcohol is much easier than overcoming my ED. In the sense that it’s easy to avoid alcohol when I’m broke, so it’s become easier to rationalize that I don’t need it. But when it comes to my ED I have to deal with food. Food is an important thing that is use… Read More Physical Health 012
Yesterday I overly underestimated how out of shape I was. Which I quickly was humbled as challenged myself to do a DailyBurn MMA workout, called Undefeated. I did more than I physically thought I could, but less than I mentally thought I was able. Which heavily brought to light how distracted I am to my… Read More Physical Health 002
Since it’s gonna take me longer to get top surgery, that gives me plenty of time to self experiment. Especially with style and continuing my health goals. Plus it doesn’t stop my 2 year plans. It just adds something to work around. Meaning next year I’ll get to work on getting my drivers permit upgraded… Read More Rant 024
Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing something wrong for not having much to complain about my transition. Like how I interact with people or the body changes. A of things I do complain about is very shallow face value stuff. The kind of stuff that can easily be interpreted differently depending on the mood I’m… Read More Rant 023
Just had a realization. The people who told me my whole life on how I should spend my money are the very ones who has money issues. From debt to budgeting. And are extreme shopaholics. Like they rather buy high end items at expensive prices. Yet I was shamed for spending my own money on… Read More Rant 021
This is why I’m glad I discovered poetry in 2nd grade. Without poetry and just simply writing I don’t think I would have survived my upbringing. Art just happens to be a cherry on top.
Xexiar 